Learning about me

fromastrangertoyou

This is waay later than promised day but I hope you won’t mind🥺

I tried to learn psychology

To learn more about me

But I didn’t understand a thing

I now think it was meant to be

Over time I learned more about myself

Not through the cursed knowledge of psychology

But through the days that had me wide awake

At midnight when it’s just me and the skies awake

And I learned that sometimes kindness is not weakness

That sometimes growth is not growing taller

That becoming taller might have been my dream once

But now all I want is to grow kinder

Not to my friends or the ones I love

But kinder to myself

For I’m the one I should love in this world

This was a prompt given to me by Uzzawal who was had given me these words: Growth, strong, become, psychology, kind. And I had to write a poem on them. Hopefully I did justice to what he had in mind and I hope you liked it.

I had written this on August but just couldn’t post it. The past few months have been a little harder, much more than ever. I don’t think I have ever said anything but I was diagnosed by my school’s counselor with ADHD when I was in junior high. And I had been struggling with executive dysfunction along with RSD. Things just became too much and I had to take a break from life to get back on track.

For those of you who love and care about me sorry for not responding to your mails and texts. Lucy and Nix I’ll get back to you too as soon as I can. And to my followers, sorry for being inactive I am better now.

Next month October is ADHD awareness month and I went through a whole self acceptance phase last month and I am excited for October. It’s gonna be my month and I’m gonna celebrate me and I have a few things in my about how I’ll be getting through so umm…yeah.

Until next time then. Stay safe and take care.

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A seventeen year old girl on a quest to unravel the secrets of the universe.

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  1. Oh Arena, I had no idea! Life on WordPress was really lonely without you, I’m missing your company a lot.
    Please don’t hesitate to email me if you need anything, like anything.
    Don’t apologise, and take your time.
    From your forever friend,
    Phoenix ❤️

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    1. Me tooo I felt so lost when I wasn’t writing…adhd is really hard to deal with I cannot even explain in words but I’ll try to I’ve been thinking about spreading awareness on this topic since it’s one of the most stigmatized disorders and as someone with this it’s hard to fit in and feel just accepted it’s been hard last few months but I’m so much better now and I cannot wait to be active here again💞 Sorry I wasn’t in touch and that I haven’t been able to keep up with eveything I hope you’re doing fine and both the kitties are too💞💞

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